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Monday, 09 May 2011

  • misunderstood again

    I just feel like posting 2 quotes from Khaled Hosseini from the book "The Kite Runner". Maybe I felt I was misunderstood and instead of  getting assurances I was infact taken aback when negative response was shown.Feeling associated to the following 2 quotes below...

    "But better to be hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie." -Khaled Hosseini

     If all that I have done was wrong according to you then you must know as quoted by Khaled Hosseini, "For you, a thousand times over."

    My weekend was horrible, simply because the one I care most took things differently.

    Nonetheless, have a great week ahead y'all. God bless!



     

Friday, 06 May 2011

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    Thank You Allah
    By Maher Zain
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    Singapore General Election 2011:- Perspective from a first time voter

    Singapore is in the midst of the most “hottest” season! We will be voting for our respective political party tomorrow the 7th May 2011. I never failed to miss the news these days. I am deeply affected and as much as possible I will read every other article via online and the local media. As much as I hate how controlled the Singapore media is, I am still “chasing” after their news. Yes, Singapore does not have the freedom of speech. Most of our news is propaganda! Well, from my perspective at least!

     

    25 years of my life here, born and raised in this sunny island called home. I love my family, friends and neighbors. I love my country, very much at that and I am very patriotic. I sang the national anthem and recite the pledge with full pride (here, every morning in school we are supposed to sing the national anthem and recite the pledge during flag raising ceremony). I lead my fellow students in reciting the pledge and will raise Singapore flag every other week. However, there are many times when I feel I am a second class citizen! There are many times when my friends and I have decided to call it a quit being here and migrate or settle down somewhere else. It is not gonna be a easy process and then I told myself I should not give up trying. How else can we feel like we are a Second class citizens unless our ruling party makes us feel so!

     

    We were thought History in school. Singapore’s history is very interesting. I am proud to have Nation builders who are strong and determined and bring Singapore out from a third world country to a developing one. Sure, we are small and of course most of our policies are implementable. I am proud we do not have corrupt government officials. I am grateful our Minister Mentor was there to guide as through and in the early days we have our great economic founding father Goh Kin Swee.

     

    Now, I realized how much we the citizens of Singapore are in the most disadvantageous position. We have to compromised and sandwich between the “Foreign Talent”. Then again are the Singapore government is certain and positive that Singaporeans are not capable to be in those high paying positions?! Doesn’t that mean that the Government has no faith in their education system?! Yes, “Foreign Talent” brings better economic growth, but we are compromising ourselves here. The pay that we are getting each month is way lower! We work hard everyday, our family time are being compromised. I remember growing up in those days where my mum work 12 hours a day and there we don’t have quality time together. In fact, I was so used to her working all day and when she finally retired from working I find her such a nag! Why do graduates all over the world earning double the amount we are getting. Worse, if you do not come from the state universities you will be paid way lower. Prices of goods and services are one of the highest world-wide. There is no way I can afford to buy a house in the years to come as property prices are sky high! I do not enjoy travelling in a bus packed and filled with foreigners from some third world country when we should be given priority to travel in luxury! Yes, I am being discriminating but We Singaporeans feel the PINCH IN OUR BONES! Your neighbors are no longer your usual Singaporeans family members! We compromise and live along with all this foreigners yet we still accept it. Have the ruling party ever ponder why many have quit being here, even gave up their voting rights and migrate elsewhere?!

     

    It’s time we as a nation adopt new changes. Our opposition political parties have come a long way. Some have dedicated their entire lives fighting for a better Singapore but they never make it there! They didn’t give up on us, to build a better Singapore and we as a nation should not let them down. I believe if every single votes matter and it represent a way we can voice our opinions we should definitely choose who to represent us well! We have Mr Chiam See Tong who is a patriotic and a real leader! He dedicated his live being in the opposition party to make sure he serves the people well. Some of our opposition political leader could have jolly well make it big, yet they choose to oppose the current party. I am a Gen Y and I love to rebel. Rebel for the better! We are not immature first time voters but we are bitter voters who are patriotic yet treated like the second class citizens!

     

    We shall see tomorrow, the fate of the Nation. We should vote for what we believe in. I want a change to happen and I believe so would you every one of us Singaporeans. Let’s Stand up and Stand proud for our Rightful Rights! Majulah Singapura!!!

Wednesday, 20 April 2011

  • Yearly letters to Dad

    24 Feb 1955 – 20 Apr 1999

     

    Dear Dad,

     

    12 years went with a brisk and it still feels like yesterday

    The times of sadness, sorrow and regrets still can be felt

     

    The splattering rain, the cool ambience today

    Perfectly describes you.

     

    How could God take away a HERO, the HERO of my life?

    The HERO I ran to every single time as a child

    The HERO whose warm embrace fits just fine

    The HERO who taught me the ways of life

    The HERO who gives in to almost anything whims of my fancy

    The HERO whose body we ride on as an “Elephant”

    The HERO who have eccentric dances

    The HERO who makes us laughs with roaring laughter and stomach aches with laughter

    The HERO who loves whipping up simple dishes on week-ends

    The HERO who takes us for long rides to no where

     

    I know if I love him this much GOD must have love him more.

    They say God take away those who are good and I am sure Dad is one

    I let it go although it’s hard…… Hard to accept reality that what’s gone will never come back

     

    I remembered. 12 years ago, on this very Wednesday at around this very time I was in school.

    My books dropped off the table for no apparent reasons at 3 different times.

    When I reached home only to find somber looking faces

    Only to know you have left us behind….

     

    Dad, no amount of words or tears will bring you back.

    I know where you are now you are better off

    I will and always offer my daily prayers for you as your child

    I will uphold and honour your words

    I will eventually be a fine human

    For I know I am and we are always the Great Rashid’s Daughters.

     

    I love you now and forever………….. Al-Fateha…..

     

     

Sunday, 17 April 2011

  • over

    It is not over
    When it lives in our hearts

    It is not over
    Even when our tongues speak it

    It is over
    When blood spills
    And the heart beats no more
    When the cries are not heard

    As we silently stare
    At the lifeless body
    It is then

    Over.

Monday, 04 April 2011

  • lost inside

    LOST INSIDE


    i am feeling lonely
    concrete buildings surround me.
    i search in vain and pain why is my heart crying

    i am scared
    worried of my deeds indeed
    i tell no one of sinister monsters deep within me

    i need someone
    to tell my woes and anguish
    i look around who isn't busy mind idling

    i once dreamt
    of love, kindness of motherly care
    i left it at home when my parents left with death

    i am searching
    but my filled wallets tell no joy
    i wonder if this paper is actually satan's ploy

    i look at you
    and you and you with glittering eyes
    i feel so sad that you are creating to plagiarise

    i think slowly
    with my fingers clenched in fury
    i am a mad man that the world disowned speedily

    i smile at myself
    people all glance without looking
    i walk away so as to spoil their sympathy

    i know now that
    i know nothing truly
    i realise feelings sometimes transcends activity

    i beg you
    not to tell anyone who dares not ask
    i ask questions which are answers in disguise

    i speak to
    no one who speaks to others
    i can speak to myself in silence amidst others
    i am lost inside
    like stars in bright daylight
    i existed without exiting exciting pride

    i tried it out
    silence, silence, silence
    i know no other relishing peaceful medicine

    i tell no lies
    winning, earning have no pleasure
    i can't live when chosen leaders measure

    i smell roses,
    flowers all free at the park
    i stage dramas in my head inside the dark

    i feel happy
    all this are lessons to be laughed
    i am happy to be breathing and to be alive.