exams is like in 2 weeks time and im such a big time procrastinator.even if it means to pay a bill, to do something important i will drag drag drag and i will end up regretting! what the world right! i dud know why but i think i have one illness. my primary school teacher, Cikgu Rumini always call it "PENYAKIT M"!! M for Malas. die. this is one kind of illness difficult to get rid! i am so sad! why am i soooo lazy!!!
yesterday i went running with baby. i couldnt believe i could run more than i could thought of. honestly when we started running i told him to go ahead and not to wait for me. but yeay!! somebody decided to be sweet and motivates me..
eh, my life is sooo boring now. no excitement at all. and i havent been to the movies for the longest time eva! now that baby is working no more $6 movies if im gg with him.. so i think i shd go to the movies on my own!honestly i miss those sentosa days, movie marathons, gym-ing almost on every morning, BTP, the peace place at khatib, pasir ris library and a long list i could mention. i just realize that we no longer spend any time on our own or quality time this year! its so rare. hmph.. or have we already step into the phase where "i know you are there" kind of tingy thus no dates! i havent been on a date for soooo long. not even on my bday! i dud know what im caught up with but i know im always busy with nothing. that makes me so pissed off!yes.. my life is so boring. to add things, my mum is constantly bugging or irritating me with every little thing!!! urghhhhh... at times i feel like running away from home and yet i think, at this age??? god...
i guess i better start opening up all my books, wear my specs and start studying! i shdnt be complacent. but i always feel i work best under pressure and i perform suprisingly excellent. ah no... i better start studying and end my papers well!!
yes. i know my life is boring. i am disgusted at it myself!
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